Today I presented exactly how you were feeling through the thoughts of someone else. Inspiration can always be found, even if it's just another blog.
Waiting for Tears
by Iris Orprecio a.k.a. Iris Orpi
http://irisisms.wordpress.com/
A man is playing a sad song
on a violin in my head
and I’m waiting for him
to get to a crescendo
so I could
get carried away
and overflow
anything
that could assist
in shaking me out
of this numbness
this unwanted
suspended state
of refusing to feel
let me cry,
please
I have time, I’m not busy
I have time, I’m young enough
don’t let me grow old
let this pain
not take root
in my impressionable soul
let me spit out
the bad seeds
I can’t smile about this
tomorrow
if I don’t cry about it
today
Play on
